nickhmyers:

I miss this place.

I’m in this place

Am I the only one you got to use? And if I tell you all this could be Nothing more than a way to leave you Would you want me?

And now you’re sorry for the things you Did to me I want you to know: I feel I was the one who got used and used to Just about anything That you would tell me But those days are more than over now

Don’t you say you want me to say And now you’ve got to get away You’ve got to get away Go find someone who wants you Someone to prey To get on your knees To lay down and please you too It just won’t be Me Ever again

Hopeless That this will turn out better This isn’t what I’ve wanted I should’ve listened to them Go thank yourself for nothing It’s really all you’re good for. And every year you’ve wasted And every half-assed offer

So I haven’t been on here in forever. Apparently Nick Myers has. Alot.

Anyway, I guess I’ll do the blog thing and explain my current life situation.        Here goes:

I figured out my schedule today, and I’ll be taking 19 hours. (not bad, except that I have to finish the course work for two 3-credit classes as well) I made all the ensembles I wanted to, and I’m now second chair in the wind symphony. That’s cool. I have an awesome girlfriend but she’s super far away in New Orleans and I miss her a whole bunch. My dad thinks I’m an alcoholic and he may be right. God, I hope not. But anyway, life is pretty hope-inspiring right now. But in terms of the day-to-day… ugh.

Joyce’s iPod is like a trip into 7-10 grade. Nostalgic and fun.

Leah and I have been dating for ten months today! Wee. I can only hope for many more. I love her. We have great plans organized

I wanted to breathe smoke

I wanted to breathe smoke

Tour is almost over. I will be back in a week. I’m sad. I’ll miss it. But i’m excited because I am hopelessly in love with Leah Kristen Marshall. I will see her again soon enough.

I love my girlfriend